(A series on 48 psalms
recommended by pastor/counselor David Seamands for getting through depression.)
If somebody ever did a Bible version called “The Happy
Scriptures,” this is one psalm they’d omit. Ditto the other seven “penitential” psalms (6, 32, 38, 51, 102, 130,
143) in which the writer admits his shortcomings. They almost groan with agony
over spiritual realities pulled out of the sludge of life. To be honest, I’ve
resisted writing about Psalm 51. Maybe
it’s a déjà vu, all the muck today’s media is reporting about sexual sin in
high places. My church recently offered a meeting for men willing to admit they
had problems with sexual issues. I thought of the courage it would take for
someone just to walk in the door for that….NO SECRETS
But here, David is walking through the door to a public
confession of what was whispered about throughout his nation. He lusted after a
woman, got her pregnant, then had her husband killed to cover up his act. It
didn’t work. Sin is a termite in the foundations of our lives. It’s a rat trap
laced with peanut butter. We can’t ignore it forever. If we try to overlook it
or explain it away, its stench grows. Alongside, depression festers.
It’s not just sexual issues. We’re entrapped whenever we dare cross boundaries of morality or propriety, someone is hurt, and no confession or restitution is made. It covers the range from adultery and murder (David’s traps) to physical or emotional abuse. Get mad, call someone a wretched name in anger, and never apologize? Abuse. Sin.
Bible teachers point out that David covered the bases when he described his sins with three different Hebrew words that English translates this way (vv. 1-2):.
“Transgressions”—crossing the law’s boundaries.
“Iniquity”—yielding to the twisted sin nature.
“Sin”—missing the mark God set for him.
“Purge me with hyssop,” he says (v. 7), referring to a bushy plant used to sprinkle blood on sacrifices for sin. “Wash me,” he adds. He felt plain old dirty in his heart. “Create in me a clean heart…renew a right spirit” (v. 10). “Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation” (v. 12)..
PEACE OFFERINGS DON'T SUFFICE
To feel better about ourselves, we don’t have to go to some
religious shrine and perform rites over and over, hoping some god will show
favor and get us out of the hole. Depression may be symptomatic of a need for spiritual heart surgery: “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a
right spirit within me” (v. 10). It’s not about peace offerings. David was wealthy enough to keep the temple
slaughter house busy for years with offerings! It’s about a broken spirit that
says, “I was wrong. You, God are right.”
"Avoid every kind of evil," says 1 Thessalonians 5:22. That includes sexual sin, relational discord, anger and bitterness, laziness and selfish entitlement. Deliberate disobedience leads to a muddied testimony and ministry, and opens a back door for depression to sneak in.
David knew only the Old Testament sacrificial system, but he also knew that only God could take him out of his angst and depression. On this side of the cross, we look to a Hill where the Son of God was murdered, weighted by every sin in the book, paving the way for us to say, “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” He who sees into the darkest corners of a rebellious heart is also the One ready to transform it. “Cleanse me,” David pleaded (vv. 1-7). “Restore me” (vv. 8-12). “Use me” (vv. 13-19).
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